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My Big Hero

Come On In Out of the Rain

Dawn breaks twice And I breathe awhile If I could speak I would make you smile And you’d be free Watching over, over me But it’s always in my head All those times you wished me dead When I think up of All the things we could’ve been Come on in out of the rain Please don’t speak Let’s just sleep awhile And just dream on Soaked in blood and bile It never seemed Took me over Took me in In again Cos it’s always been the same And it’s screaming out my name When I think up of All the things We could’ve been Come on in out of the rain

Pleasant Smell

Lulu’s in the backroom Screaming in her cell I’d like to switch her off But I don’t feel so well You could move closer I think you have a pleasant smell You could move in with me Into my pretty hell Dream on Dream on, please Dream on Dream on Come Ooh you’re such a good boy Bringing in my tea Scratching at my blood Shoots me with sympathy Don’t breathe on me When you are full of Alcohol I just love it when yo’re down there Cos you look so small Dream on, please Footsteps in my blood at night Breathing in me strong Slipping in my rising Keep me up Keep me awake I wish that they’d be gone So come on

Sunshine

He is down on bended knee And that’s all very well Like to live with you someday I think that would be swell I love the way you kicked my face in Then left me for dead Like to be the only person Pissing in my head And she brings me sunshine She brings me sunshine Thank you kindly leave now Would you kindly go away Take your worn out Y-fronts And those ones that have gone grey I don’t care much for parasitic life-forms anyway Go now please and Close the door behind you On the way Seems so very clearly now The mess was in my head She likes the things that I like And to laze around in bed Suddenly it seems to me I made my face go red She brings me sunshine

My Big Hero

Weary boots seem Much too heavy So again do I Filled the boots with Stones and concrete So that I could fly Soothe the burn that burns so free Sting the thing inside that stings me Weary boots is eating me alive My big hero Say goodbye My big hero Was a lie My big hero Had to die Told me lies So once more we say goodbye There I sat upon his head Cool water at my feet Drowned his face and Crushed his neck and Loving every scream Felt the dream that’s driven me Smashed the thing inside That smashed me Weary boots is trying not to die My big hero Say goodbye My big hero Was a lie My big hero Had to die My big hero Say goodbye My big hero Was a lie Smash my dreams and Kill my ideals Poke me in the eye Tear my seems and kill the part of me that wants to cry My big hero Say goodbye Say goodbye Say goodbye

Something’s Burning

Something’s burning deep within my love Something’s burning deep within my love Get my gun we’ll shoot the mother out Push it in pull it out And I want you to go further Soothe the burn and I shout Diving back into the water I feel you safe in my arms Slipping deep and deep and deeper And no one fuck with my love cos I’m capable of murder Something’s burning deep within my love Something’s burning deep within my love Get my gun we’ll shoot the mother out Fill me in Fill me up Driving up into the centre Rolling up reeling in I’m not looking for a father Overkill I’m not ill And I don’t need any answers Just dry me down, turn me round And take cover from the mortar Something’s burning deep within Shoot the pain down dead Knock it out and let me sleep Bullet in my head Something’s burning oh so deep I don’t know should I lie Knock you out boy if you weep I’ll kill you if you cry

Where Fools Go

Singing sprightly living brightly God we do it oh so well Come and join the party with me Come and live in pleasant hell And how high they rise Where fools go I don’t think so Ssssh And all was dull and dark that night I lost my wholesome appetite If only I could get it right And feel good this day of the night And how high they rise Where fools go I don’t think so

2 Miles

My sweet honey bee, you You are the one for me, no No matter what your mother says And if I could Be most anything I’d be the one that makes you sing With all your bloodstains on my bed I want you to be 2 miles from the sun With your bloody knees 2 miles from the sun My sweet honey bee, you Lock you up with me and I’ll soothe the aching from your head And when I’m feeling down, I’ll Saw off both your hands And lick the sweat off of your feet I want you to be 2 miles from the sun With your bloody knees 2 miles from the sun I want you to feel 2 miles from the sun Want you to be 2 miles I’ll be your sun I’ll be your sun

Bovine

Shattered are the lies that bind us Blind are all the guides that guide us Buried are the words that free us Deaf is who will listen in this night Deaf is who will listen in this night Lost is all that I held hope in Dull is the fire that once was smoking Gone is the force that kept me free Put me in the juicer and come drink me Put me in the juicer and come drink me Well it feels like this whole party’s over I don’t even know my name Won’t you tell me where the next one’s headed I don’t even know the game Mute and numb and struck and stricken Deaf and dumb and done and sickened Dead are the gods that made us fine Spirit’s dead I might as well be Bovine Well it feels like this whole party’s over I don’t even know my name Won’t you tell me where the next one’s headed I don’t even know the game Here we stop We see We stop, Believe Will it end We’ll see We find Relief Relief

Me Again

Red is calling in the dead of night I can hardly wait Head is spinning I just don’t feel right Something that I ate Saw you falling fell from so high Go easy if you please Heard me calling but I don’t know why Then crawling on my knees We’ve all the things we ever wanted (But I still want more) Got all the things I ever needed (Screaming at my door) It’s just me again Only me again It’s just me again Only me again See me running I can run so far Don’t touch me cos I bleed Saw you falling like some fallen star Like fodder for the feed We’ve all the things we ever wanted (But I still want more) Got all the things I ever needed (Screaming at my door) It’s just me again Only me again So blown So real hold me And dream Don’t go Just leave Come to Believe We’ve all the things we ever wanted (But I still want more) Got all the things I ever needed (Screaming at my door) It’s just me again Only me again It’s just me again Only me again

Mr. Johnson Take a Bow

Mr. Johnson take a bow Most humble and sedate Tired and weary lost were we The things that make you great Cold and beaten and beyond And shot right through with hate Smiled and lit our broken souls These things that make you great And old were we And born unfree And ripped at all the seams And fraught with all That we had learnt The knight of all our dreams Oooh Mr. Johnson one last bow And then leave us to fate Saved our bones and sucked our toes The things that make you great The things that make you great These things that make you great

Jitter Juice

Spitting in the Sunshine

Sheena’s Burning from the inside, Eyes so bright and you know they burn Just like bloody hell Soothe her quietly but sometimes burn all night But then again I’ve never been well Any blow that you could fill to hide your rain cos she is my only relief but then again I’ve never been sane And I don’t know why My heart don’t break But then again I’ve never been sane Spitting lightly in the sunshine Wipe your face and then again you could wipe your mind Breathing in you very slowly Looks will kill But with a girly like that you never can tell Cos any blow that you could feel to hide your rain cos she is my only relief But then again I’ve never been sane And I don’t know why My heart don’t break but then again I don’t think that I’ve ever been sane

Pleasant Smell

Lulu’s in the backroom Screaming in her cell I’d like to switch her off But I don’t feel so well You could move closer I think you have a pleasant smell You could move in with me Into my pretty hell Dream on Dream on, please Dream on Dream on Come Ooh you’re such a good boy Bringing in my tea Scratching at my blood Shoots me with sympathy Don’t breathe on me When you are full of Alcohol I just love it when yo’re down there Cos you look so small Dream on, please Footsteps in my blood at night Breathing in me strong Slipping in my rising Keep me up Keep me awake I wish that they’d be gone Dream on, Dream on Dream On Dream on, Oh

Fits Nicely

Smooth rad mover Came in far to closer Don’t Stroke my silver skin I know no Way Keeps on snaking Deep deep within me Gives me such good Hand relief Don’t touch me Gin mixed him nicely in Stroke it in my skin Watch my soul slip in Fits nicely Blue brightly Fits nicely Squeeze my bones When I’m stoned Blue brightly Fits nicely Squeeze my bones When I’m stoned Sucked his hands Raw red Sucked his fingers ’til they bled Then I took him in my boudoir And there we wept Locked inside him Wrapped my hair around him Don’t do that Cos it tickles me in my Blue brightly Fits nicely Squeeze my bones When I’m stoned Blue brightly Fits nicely Squeeze my bones When I’m stoned

Hesitate

She shoots packets in an alleyway Like to go right in and then take her away Take her to a place I know and maybe I will someday like to buy her things and take her out in my car Like to take her home to meet my Ma and my Pa Kill my 82 year old and baby we’ll go far And I won’t hesitate She comes quickly and without no noise Wanna take her home and show her off to the boys Wanna take her home and she can play with some of my toys And I won’t hesitate She shoots packets in an alleyway Kill my 82 year old come take me away And I won’t hesitate

Mug

I don’t care that you are ugly I don’t care that I’m not cool I don’t care you wear no knickers and I remember you at school I don’t care you cut your tongue out or the fact that you don’t speak I’ll just tie you to a chair and stare and leave you for a week I don’t care you have no feelings or that you lie to tell the truth I don’t care you kill small creatures and at home I’ve kept the proof I don’t care you have no morals and I don’t care that I am weak I’ll just tie you to a chair and stare and leave you for a week and if I cry for you it’s just for myself I wish you gone more than anyone I don’t care that you are useless or that your teeth are turning black I don’t care your thoughts are fruitless all this and more won’t turn me back I don’t care that your so vacant or that you turn the other cheek I’ll just tie you to a chair and stare and leave you for a week and if I cry for you it’s just for myself I wish you gone more than anyone

Strange Daze

Sodomize the rage in space and watch your red red sky Fill my heart with happiness and give me reasons why Slowly speed my aching need no more so old so new Breeeecthes in me don’t fight just beeee Call your own come be my home Ripped up sideways chained to Always spread so wide so true Scratch the very life that fed and sucked his fingers blue Breeeetches in me don’t fight just be call your own come be my home Love the way he puts it ripped and chained but I loved it in as much Strange daze Strange daze

Dog

Thousand miles to go I’ve lost my dog I miss him so Dragged on broken glass I’m ripped in shreds my love was strong they took him away took him away Lost I’ve lost my mind do what it takes to get him back took him away took him away my love was strong took him away and I’m numb numb numb numb numb numb numb struck dumb numb struck dumb took him away and I’m numb struck wretched pumped up rigid Lieing on my face you were my best friend

Keeling Over

Johnnie take a ride Don’t wanna see you when you’re sober Love it when you cry And when I watch you keeling over It is more than any girl could bear Don’t know why Screaming when you’re in there Standing tall Standing in my way Got too close to the hair On my face Got too close And touched me God I hate it when I feel something Johnnie take a ride Oh honey please will you get over Love it when you cry Cos you remind me of my mother Got too close And touched me God I hate it when I feel something Johnnie get away from me You scream too loud and make me feel Close my eyes and close my ears Just get the fuck away from me Got too close And touched me God I hate it when I feel something

Something’s Burning

Something’s burning deep within my love Something’s burning deep within my love Get my gun we’ll shoot the mother out Push it in pull it out And I want you to go further Soothe the burn and I shout Diving back into the water I feel you safe in my arms Slipping deep and deep and deeper And no one fuck with my love cos I’m capable of murder Something’s burning deep within my love Something’s burning deep within my love Get my gun we’ll shoot the mother out Fill me in Fill me up Driving up into the centre Rolling up reeling in I’m not looking for a father Overkill I’m not ill And I don’t need any answers Just dry me down, turn me round And take cover from the mortar Something’s burning deep within Shoot the pain down dead Knock it out and let me sleep Bullet in my head Something’s burning oh so deep I don’t know should I lie Knock you out boy if you weep I’ll kill you if you cry

Business

Came in yesterday What I saw And I don’t do business In that way Don’t mind You can stay If you want Cos when I see you ache It makes me pleased I still see blood In his eyes And when he falls He falls so deep so deep Makes me high Makes me high I still see blood In his face Knock you out And fall so deep so deep Don’t know what What it is In your eyes… In your eyes Came back yesterday What I found.. And I don’t do Business in that way Don’t mind what you say You can laugh But when I see you ache It makes me wet I still see blood In his eyes And when he falls He falls so deep so deep Makes me high Makes me high I still see blood In his face Knock you out And fall so deep so deep Don’t know what What it is In your eyes… In your eyes

Barbed Wire

Hair Obscene fantasy spins in my mind I’m going nowhere Love the way I feel when I am lost In your Barbed Wire Hair I am cut on Silky breath My dear my heart keeps racing Sewer in this mind Don’t care much for this Life I’m facing Give me back my sugar cane Kept me up Kept me sane Feel no sunshine Feel no rain Don’t know if I’ll ever Love again… Mirror to my mind You seemed so kind My trust’s unerring Messed her head up real good Do you find that life’s disturbing? I’m so tired most of the time My heart keeps twisting burning Gut implodes on ice I want now that This world stops turning Give me back my sugar cane Kept me up Kept me sane Feel no sunshine Feel no rain Don’t know if I’ll ever Love again… I promise please Down on my knees I’ll be your whore Just give me More…Give me back my sugar cane Kept me up Kept me sane Feel no sunshine Feel no rain Don’t know if I’ll ever Love again…Don’t know Will I ever love again?

Holed

Hole in my heart Dug this one myself Pull up the walls Bolt up all the shelves Back’s beat and broke My stumbles and my falls Most nights I wake Screaming at the walls Screaming at the walls Oh no Here I come again Oh yes I’m my only friend Fingers and pills Twisted into smiles Head’s spinning round Counting out the miles Needle in a life Purge myself through hate Equal desires Leave a bitter taste Leave a bitter taste Oh no Here I come again Oh yes I’m my only friend There’s a cold night ahead Feel it when I run Need to feel some warm There’s a cold day ahead I’d like to take you home Let me feel some warm Need to feel some warm Let me feel some warm Oh no Here I come again Oh yes I’m my only friend…

Joyous

When my heart is bleeding And my head keeps spinning So I take a hit And here I come Love the way I feel When my head’s exploding I know everything I need to know How I love to watch your spirit Broke nose bleeding Now it is a time for me to go Blood and sweat and tears Will never stop so I’m leaving Reeling from the kicks and the blows Be happy Be joyous Be greatful Be free Whatever you want to Just do it the fuck away from me Be happy Be joyous Be greatful Be free Whatever you want to Just do it the fuck away from me..

Miscellaneous

Shine On

She,
says she’s lonely
And I
think that I’m lonely too
Seems,
seems like the loneliest a girl could be
is when
she is with you

And you shine brightly
In someone else’s shoes

Shine On,
SHine On,
Shine on,without me.

So go,
go where you feel good
cos I
am going that same way too
Gone,
gone is the thing I thought
that I would want
If I could be
like you

And you shine brightly
As someone else,you see

SHine on,
SHine on
Shine on,without me

Go for always,go for ever
Lose yourself,it’s all right
Dream that dream
You’ll live forever
Lose yourself it’s all right
Shine the you that shines for better
Lose yourself it’s all right
Gone for always,gone for
Never lose yourself

it’s all right
it’s all right
it’s all right
it’s all right

Just another day

hello my name is claude, what’s yours i’m pleased to meet you i think we met before but i’m sorry i don’t remember think i’ve seen your face before but i hope somewhere soon, just another day when i am locked upstairs in my room just wanna get born again make me warm again just another day with my friend just another day wasted again don’t suppose and then again what’s that i didn’t hear you listening to my old friend whispering in my ear and did say tell ya i’m sorry well i didn’t really mean it going back inside too wise to let me hide make me warm again yeah make me warm again yeah just another day with my friend just another day wasted again just another day like all the rest just another day spent in my head where all the good times that you’ve had are left behind you and all the bad times that you’ve known are locked inside you where all things you never known are locked outside you and all the good times that you’ve had are locked inside you (Don’t stop tick tock) Just another day with my friend Just another day wasted again Just another day like all the rest Just another day spent in my head Just another day like all the rest Just another day well spent Don’t stop tick tock